Jungle Healing Trip
The Call for the Final Clean Up
My first journey to Peru
In April 2022, I was called to Peru to partake in the sacred medicine of ayahuasca. I heard a voice whisper, It was my final clean up, a journey I knew I had to embark upon.
A few days before my trip a Kabbalistic Astrologer told me that Peru was the land of transformation and magic for me, a place where I had lived many lives as a Shaman. This resonated deeply, as the word "Shaman" had first emerged from my lips during a soul-to-soul conversation with a friend.
Awakening the Inner Healer
Years before this journey, I discovered a large lump at the base of my spine after declaring I was Shaman, which seemed to signal the awakening of my inner healer. This was confirmed by an encounter with a young lady on the street, who reminded me of my daughter. The connection was profound, and I felt a shift within me.
By the time I returned home, the lump had disappeared, leaving a red stain on my spine for three days. This experience tied back to a revelation I had about Psalm 22:6, regarding the worm in this verse. To me this was symbolizing a purification not just for myself but for the collective, as the crimson worm stains its babies red to purify them and this was part of my responsibility as the High Priestess.
Connecting with Ancestors and Roots
Returning to Peru allowed me to reconnect with my ancestors and roots, healing me and teaching me the value of living naturally. In the jungle, I felt alive and truly happy for the first time, without material possessions. I underwent nine healing ceremonies, experiencing purging and cleansing as ayahuasca worked its magic, cleaning my blood.
Healing PTSD and Embracing Peace
This journey was about healing the PTSD I had carried for 29 years since a near-death experience at 20. I believed there was no cure, but I was wrong. The power of my mind, combined with ayahuasca, ended my suffering. Now, two years later, I feel more comfortable in my skin and at peace with my being and many gifts activated. My journey required a complete deep cleaning and a return to my ancestors and the land. I have no more PTSD, that alone is freedom.
Return to the Natural Way
This is a call for one to return to the natural way of living. One is taught to cover oneself with makeup, but true beauty lies in nurturing oneself in one's natural state. As Womb Man, one is beautiful, and it's time to embrace one's natural self.
